If it Should Happen

Feeling ok for the first time in a while.
I need to stop looking through ppls tweets and replies. it just makes me realize how insignificant I am to everyone i follow. everyone talks abt how they love their friends and how they helped them through a tough time. but when i have a tough time, no one is there for me. I try so hard to interact w/ ppl, but I can't make any friends. everyone already knows eachother, and had for a long time. I feel like an intruder trying to get into a space where I don't belong. I just want to talk to someone and have a friend.
I have basically nothing to look forward to rn except for my copy of p5r that comes saturday.